You can feel the wind, billowing past you at gale-force speeds, tearing at everything in its path, regardless of origin. You can feel the same power that tears the roofs off buildings, rips plants from their roots and pulls stray bark from the tallest trees. You can feel its powerful knives caressing your body, billowing your shirt, tossing your hair unpredictably. Picking up the dirt and leaves, the wind tears at your exposed skin, beating at it till it turns an angry red, and encasing it in the grit it carries like a prized possession on its endless journey. But you can't see it.
You can hear the wind, as you lay restless in your bed at ni
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Avocados revenge:writers block
The fire, burning green and blue
Absorbs all warmth from me
So lazy yet so envious
Siphons my energy
I step too close, it sees its chance
Jumps up and sears my skin
Scent of burnt flesh overwhelms
I'm freezing from within
Once lovers, now inside unfolds
Such an anger filled discourse
Brain watches logic pack her bags
Then file for a divorce
A lonesome avocado
Was all she left behind.
And now this olive green stone fruit
Weighs down upon my mind
As I have little use for this
I reach and take it out
I find the stone then plunge it in
And run the knife about
Cut in half, I ponder this;
Avocado as a spread?
But it is chunky
Lights rise on the dancefloor
Enter dancers tempting fate
Partnered with one they abhor
To dance a dance filled with pure hate
The two, they met through fascination,
Then eye met eye-infatuation.
This seeming endless admiration
Bred false hope for dedication.
Fantasy undermined expectation,
Ensued five years of infestation.
Dullness increased influctuation
Of these two lovers' lost admiration.
Such apathy led to love mutation,
Ensued in painful isolation.
Take unfulfilled love expectation,
Add selfish act of sheer temptation,
Concludes in lack of dedication.
Twenty nine years of fragmentation;
Suspicion grew, then accusatio
I know of the sweetest face
A girl with an angelic smile
Yet within her festers crude self doubt
She no longer sees her worthwhile
Beauty untamed felt passion unsurpassed
Who's touch melted heart like ice
But when he closed his eyes to you
Your heart suffered near fatal slice
Now the jigsaw lies askew
Your tormented soul jagged and torn
Broken inside, you're naught but berated
Unable to let it go, all faces show scorn
So little inside, I want to hold you tight
Till you see your true beauty and worth
Your natural grace, you fallen angel
Warms us; you belong to this earth
But your laughter is suppressed
Muffled by your broken h
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Soliloquies of sorrow
Symmetrical through their tarnished hearts,
Two extroverts turned meek
Each face, symbolic of like pain,
Tears roll down each pale cheek
Each one lacks a part of them,
For neither one is whole
Trusted the demi-devil for his charm,
And he forsook each soul
Both held innocence, long ago, both
Were called by different names
The actions may be different, but
The heartbreak's still the same
It's so hard to dance on eggshells
Whilst carrying tender hearts,
But what of innocence, some might say?
'Twas stolen at the start
Metaphoric misnomers
Mismatched upon each mate,
One invoking loneliness,
One ensuing hurt and hate
Each ensna
You are an ungrateful child. Look at all I have given you-the breath of life, food, water, but most of all, a place to call your own at my expense. Yet you have abused your privileges and abandoned me completely.
You pillage all that you see and give nothing in return, defiling the land and dishonouring your roots and your past. You have torn down my trees, tainted my waters with poisons, blanketed my skies with smog and tarnished my lands with toxic waste. You impetuously bulldoze the rolling hills into horizontal uniformity and hollow out the mountains, then position replacement stars in the streets to diminish the severity of the darkness
The feeling is intensifying
I cant stop it flowing
It spreads through my body
Without even knowing
Where the hatred came from
Not even from the start
My veins are pumping darkness
Directly from my heart
I can't contain the feeling
I cry myself to sleep
I realise too late
I cut myself too deep
Its not the fact that I cant stand
Living in this place
But no one understands why
I cant stand to see my face
I can't tell them I love them
As it's just so hard to do
I cant love myself like you can
Which makes it harder to love you
I know you don't understand it
But neither do I
If I knew more about it
I wouldn't have to lie
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A twisted love song/Footprints
Footprints lie at my feet
And they're a different shape to mine
Perhaps at some point we'll meet
And your footprints won't look so bare next to mine
Engulfed in darkness so thick
I realise I'm alone
I need to get out of this quick
I want to feel at home
I feel your presence around me
A feel your breath on my neck
Suddenly I feel at free
As now I know we've met
Footprints lie at my feet
They're a different shape to mine
At this point; where we meet
They don't look as bare next to mine
Now we've finally met
And the past is left behind
It's just something to forget
As we revolve around time
But suddenly your presence leaves
The sound for which we are waiting
Will probably mean our death
Our lives dehydrating
Awaiting our last breath
The destruction and the hatred
Inflicted on us all
And once we have all faded
Thus concludes our fall
The rage inside our nations
The evil we all radiate
Destroying others creations
And all of us discriminate
The sound for which we are waiting
Will probably mean our death
Our lives, dehydrating
Awaiting our last breath
None of us can point the finger
We can only blame ourselves
And as our lives begin to linger
Receive realisation that we harmed someone else
We've killed ourselves
Committed genocide
Tampered wit
Suffering from a state of steady unrest
Fatigue gnawing my eyes like a hungry pest
But still alive, awake, still here
Waiting for consciousness to disappear
For endless hours I've lain
Relapsing through past and present pain.
Unable to think, my thoughts are unclear
Making reality turn freakishly weird
My eyes are stinging
From all the burning, I lie awake
My ears are stinging
This must be fake
I'm haunted by my nightmares
And when I wake there's no one there
Constantly awake, searching with little regard
For my sanity, something I had to foolishly discard
Still lying awake with little purpose
Feeling like I've been tricked
To no surprise they fight once more
I hear her scream, I hear him roar
A disagreement, she slams the door
I hear her footsteps down the hall
Once again I feel the pain
Her anger beats upon me like acid rain
The heated argument turns her insane
And under her fury, I forcefully remain
Finally she leaves the room
Slightly in a better mood
Here is where her hatred looms
And it will happen again, and all too soon
As she leaves I start to cry
Constantly I wonder why
I choose to live a lie
Where I act like I don't want to die
I feel the blood roll down my face
But this time in a different place
All the scars I cant retrace
My hear
Tears fall away from my face
Blood seeps from a different place
I draw the blade another time
And cut another deep red line
My body stinging, eternally in pain
Night after night, its all the same
Nothing ever changes, it never goes away
I want it to leave but it will always remain
I cant understand the thoughts running through my head
The blade, emersed in blood so red
And sadly, I say the blade is my only friend
It hurts me so, but brings me closer to the end
I can't displace the feeling of hatred and regret
Envisioning all these faces I wish I'd never met
My screams are swallowed up by the thickness of the night
As I hide in
Pain…so nice, so evil, so pure, so deadly
Hate…so nice, so evil, so pure, so hungry
Deaths…so quiet, so alone, so nice, so cold, so afraid, so empty
Life…so hard, so painful, so confusing
The blade…so sharp, so addictive, so consuming
Shining so innocently, sedating, seducing
While the urge is so tempting
And while I would love for it to slice my skin
If anyone ever found out, then I would know
That, through countless tears, I would have to reveal all that remains within
I don't know the meaning of life, but I hate it
And discreetly, for your aid, I am calling
But you don't know, my secrecy covers up your eyes and ears
Because of
With the grace of a fallen angel,
She lets the snow cover her tracks,
Can't keep running from what she knows,
She'd flee the country if she had a map.
Wind roaring outside a stained glass window,
Your face in a frame by her bed,
I knew you put it there by purpose,
So you can casually drift through her head.
Her silhouette danced before you,
You watched in awe on the street,
In slow fascination, you reach for her,
But she's not yours to meet.
In another life you held her,
Watching the stars change their course,
And she faded away into dust,
So you try to beat an undeniable force.
She had a child, a little boy,
You watched him
The pale figure screamed in agony, her new body coursing with a blinding white light, and then her shrieks faded into a deep moan and the shape shuddered violently, collapsing to the caves ground.
"Pourquoi est-ce que cela a dû blesser tellement le Amory?" a female voice asked, breathlessly, drawing the bodies' knees to its chest.
"Pourquoi vous faites-vous vous plaindre tellement? Ce beaucoup requis mon propre Caiohme de puissance." A male's voice came from inside the cave walls and Caiohme's own mind.
"Et vous êtes plus puissant que moi, frère!" Caiohme snapped, pulling her naked body to it's feet.
"Je n'ai pas pensé à cela. Seco
"Soyez juste comme la façon dont vous aviez l'habitude d'être avec les garçons. Avant vous l'a rencontré. Conduisez-les fous, je savent que vous pouvez. Rendez-moi soeur fière et petite."
Keely was used to Amory encouraging her to seduce males, so it didn't surprise her that she dreamt him saying those words. Keely was sitting in the administration office of the school Amory had used his powers to have her enrolled in. Keely found that elder human beings had boring and selfish thoughts, when she chose to invade them, so she shook them off as soon as she could. Keely chose to observe the school by herself, without some annoying adolescent bre
It was just another dream that went awry…Didn't it turn out to be the biggest mistake of my short life? It all seemed so perfect – the ideal retreat from the harsh times that had been so cruelly dealt to me; some bittersweet relief from the scarring pain and lies. The house embraced me with sickly warmness, the kind of comfort left piled broken atop my shattered dreams in a savagely consuming past.
As I walked up the rocky, overgrown path, between the young but homely gardens under a crystal sky, the sense of brooding I harboured seemed to ebb away, and for the first time in what seemed like an eternity I allowed a weak smile to creep acro
Who is left to blame,
When all the guns fall silent?
When the sky's tears wash away the hate of men,
Her remorse for blood spilled lost in the echoes of dying men's last cries.
Flying Death now lays buried,
The mud has gone away.
Tall poppies now grow in the fields,
Reminders of what was left to grow no more.
Who is left to blame,
For a trail of broken hearts?
Families shattered; lives left to ruin,
Left to stay strong in glorified disaster.
The medals pinned to grieving chests,
Stick like needles to a broken soul.
Left bitter with distant memories and the letter,
"He did his country proud"
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Will we remember them?
We see them, marching perfect time
Farewelling our young men
Embraced by the age-old words
"We will remember them"
The ship sets sail our last goodbyes
Collars high and spirits low
Weapons slung across their backs
To fight another's war they go
With rifles cocked and warpaint on
They launch their great attack
To kill another, then be killed
Blood splattered 'cross their backs
Once they hit the battlefield
Where the bullets fall like rain
They're stars of Hollywood tragedies
Without the wealth or fame
Over greed and over land
They destroy each others lives
Those that sent them mourn for them
But never hear their soldier's
Current Residence: Cardboard box currently located in Blactown, Sydeny Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: Greg :D Favourite style of art: Traditional Shell of choice: Shiney ones...anything shiney.... Skin of choice: mmm Human skin...tastes the best... Favourite cartoon character: Any evil character ^-^ Personal Quote: Measure time not by the ticking of the clock but by the footsteps of your heart
Favourite Visual Artist
Steph aka HijackedByFaeries...she's one I know personally, but she's awsome
Favourite Movies
V for Vendetta
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Vast, APC, The Butterfly effect
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite Games
Splinter Cell: Chaos Theory
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
Tools of the Trade
Inspiration to write and something to write with
Other Interests
Music, guitars, writing, photography, freaking the odd person out occasionally
This year has been somewhat tumultuous... got off to a bad start, and has been going downhill ever since. Yet I take solace in what I still have, especially the memories. Nothing can last forever but the moments we recall forever.
A rather sad trip to New Zealand was made in February this year to farewell my Grandmother, Betty Arnold. I wrote this mainly as an expression how I felt, but my father read it and asked me to read it at Grandma's funeral, as it was his mother that had passed, and he didn't feel like he could hold it together if he said something. I read it every now and then, just to remember what she was like, and to retain some
What? A missing jade? Who never submits anything anymore? You're kidding, right?
huh...
Well. I can't write things anymore. I'm broken. I mean, I could upload the play i wrote for my individual project in Drama, but nyeh, it wasn't that great.
Guess what? I'm uni-ing this year! All that stress last year turned over an 82 UAI, not bad, not bad!
um... I have little else to say.
*dissappears into a cloud of smoke*
I often wonder
How loud I'd have to scream
Before someone hears and turns
Rescue me from this emotionless dream
I thought that I was strong
And somewhat invincible
But now I see I'm less than that
I'm weak and I am miserable
Bordering on invisible
But still here enough to be ridiculed
I guess I underestimated
How much I was wrong...
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Boy am I bored. Irritated also.
I hate injuries. I would rant about my day here, but it won't come out, so I guess I'll just make a meaningless journal entry :p
Hey there, havnt said hello in a while, so I thought I would drop you a line and see how things are going with you. Good I hope, things are going pretty well on my end, havnt gotten into writing much lately, but I've been trying to make up for it. Well ttyl Jade. Bye.